Not much sleep…none at all to be exact. I was thinking about what had happened and i still can’t believe it. I thought i could things this time, but i realized i just made things worse :[ I have to wait a month before i can talk to my brother again. (If he even still considers me that anymore.) We’ve gone through a lot and i feel like this is the worst we’ve ever gone through. I remembered saying i wouldn’t hurt you anymore, well i messed that up. If you don’t want to talk to me for a month i can respect that. I’m just hoping you don’t hurt yourself. Goodbye brother, and i hope that we can sort these things through soon. I love you.